I am finnally back from the military, I mean, yesterday.

I am rlly tired..... like REALLY tired. I feel like I changed. Those 2 weeks were crazy and I just wanted to sleep and not think abt something else.

And now I think...

I'm back home and I wanted to confess....

I am rlly ashamed of myself n I realized how much I did like shit on this big web that is Internet. I am ashamed of who I become, ashamed of my own art, ashamed of my own person. Either on the Internet or the real life. I realised I was too direct n horrible sometimes. Even way too much horrible and lively. I juss wish I'm not falling into that goofy rabbit hole of this fuckass edgy 4chan cutecore (ew) moe like THIS. I just wanted to find another place 2 get some comfortn find another identity, n now, I'm foundin myself with hate that I've never seen in my whole dear life either it's on twt, Insta, Pinterest or even..... my own website, my own safeplace.....
It's rlly piss me off that ppl won't leave that n behave like this over a silly thing. It's so hurtful n annoying juss 2 think abt it? But it's the Internet, I'm used to. Even it had me.....
I am like already mentally unstable so I don't need retards to worsen the situation... I'm going back into sh cuz idk it soothe me n it mades me express my rage and frustration like never. Nobody will stop me atp. Yall ain't gon do nothing. I should do something...
Military rlly changed me n made me change the perception of life and the world. And I want to change, I wanna b the best person ever n not a bad shadow pf myself, ion wanna piss off people. I know there's people that love me but is this real? Or it's mmaybe by interest. Ion know......
Anyways I juss wanna apologize 4 my behavior last months. I swear I don't wanna do errors no more and it makes me sad, I am sad by making this :(

I juss wanna be a better person, that's all.

I will go 2 deh military service.
I am ready 2 go, I'm juss waiting 4 meh mom n we can go. I couldn't contact meh friendz since phonez r not allowed on deir so I would b online 4 liek.... 2 weekz ^_^

Itz also weird 4 me but ay

So yayyyyyyyyyy :D

I wuz in a pajama parteh wif meh friendz.... it wuz deh furst tiem I got invited in a pajama parteh kek

I will stay liek 2 deyhz in her house, I'm rlly havinf fun ^-^!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We played Uno, did liek sum leek n spinach quichez! Went 2 deh parc.... N now we r reading a romantic-erotic story frum a politician n letz juss seyh dat she wuz rlly horny coz she wrote liek a erotic scene for liek a LOTTTTT of pagez it wuz so cringe but OMFG IT WUZ SO FUNNY liek why it iz so detailled

And pluz one meh friend confessed 2 her crush n he wuz drunk so...¯\_(ツ)_/¯

2deyh, last deyh in meh high school.... it makez meh sad, itz deh last deyh in high school cuz next yr, ,I'll change school 4 technologic thingz.

Meh friendz will miss meh....
I luv dem a lot! >3 >3
Itz deh firt tiem I had real friendz, dat makez meh habbi

BUT HEYYYYYYYYY, saturdeyh, I'll do liek a pajama party 2getha, am so excited >_<!!!!!!!!

Time iz flyif 2 fast...leik...rlly too fast...

2 mooch shit 2 seyh

We did a snack in math class, one of meh friend will go away so I won't see her again.... It rlly breakz meh heart coz it wuz deh first tiem dat I had a group of friend who luved me liek I luved dem!!! I wazn't alone no mooooo

Alsoooooooooooo 2deyh itz deh European electionz!!!!!!

If I wuz 18 I would vote directly!!!!

I got liek 2 yearz 2 vote (>w<)o☆

My mom didn't do dat n it triggered meh so baddd cuz a vote rlly matter plus we shouldn't let deh place 4 dem granniez n grandpaz voting for racist partiez >:(

So dear 18-25 yoz, YALL SHOULD VOTE, plz!!!! For deh sake of France n Europe

But hey.... deh party who won iz deh Rassemblement National... n itz a far right parteh.

Wich meanz deh far right party iz MAJORITARY

Too bad I would liek dat deh socialist party would b first (at least)

Deh communist parteh only did liek, 2,4% n zero place....TT^
Meh fav party wuz destroyed....

I witnessed dat deh far right rlly start 2 come....
If we continue liek dis, we will b liek in 1939

N we ALL KNOW what happened.

So 4 2027, VOTE!!!!! ‼️

ESP 4 DEH LEFT PARTY N NOT 4 MACRON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLZ!!!!!!!!!!!

I will b 19 in 2027, N I will vote wif pleasure, Reminder guyf

A VOTE MATTER!!!!

So, next tiem, a leftwing person, n destroy deh macrony (￣^￣ )ゞ

Som1 posted meh face on Pinterest...

Itz so weird omg

So uhmmmmmm yeah my goofy ass is on Pinterest now juss coz of meh story wif meh n meh Moot shirt

Ppl mistaken meh...wif...uhm... anywayz T_T

2deyh, I went 2 deh fair fun...

N we did dat one roller coaster n I tought I wuz ded CUZ.... MEH HEART...OMG-

MY HEARTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Wutz evern worse iz dat a guy started to throw up omg ewww

It wuz disgusting af....

ANYWAYZ I ALSO WANTED 2 do deh gun game 2 have deh Sonic plushie..... but I didn't have dat mooch money. I did deh bumper carz n I broke meh kneez 4 timez.... coz meh step sis bought liek... 36 tokenz fo dis and she borrowed meh 5 4 meh n mah bro..... cuz it wazn't expensive at all n it wuz fun 2 bump ppl dat we don't kno n having a cerebral commotion later :D

Nvm I rlly had fun bai watching dis n sum fireworkz, even deh end wuz such a flop cuz at deh end it wuz mini firez but it wuz rlly kyoot...

Next year, imma do deh gun game.... n I wanna buy sum candy apple. I've NEVER tasted it even meh step dad said it wuz disgusting.

Also habbi pride month, be proud of ourselvez