/apr/- April

I have another tamagotchi!!!! It iz so cute q_q!!!!!

I named em Laurent cuz its a private joke abt a pornstar... YEAH.

BUT ANYWAYS I LOVE LAURENT SO MUCH COZ HE IS SO SMOL, SO BLOB LIKE HE IS A SILLY LIL BALL AND HE IS SO BEEP BLEEP WAH WHA HE WUZ JUST A SILLY LIL BLOB

Imma try to take care of Laurent as I can, he is still a baby, A REALLY FUSSY ONE!!! cuz the other tamagotchi I had is like, dead. Cuz I forgor to nourish em :c

SORRY RAZ0RBLED I LOVE YOU RIP LIL ANGEL :3

I think Imma start to do a collection of tamagotchis, I have the gen 2 tamagotchi and the tamagotchi pix!!!! (mah first one)

I think that the Tamagotchi pix is kinda ass and more boring that the gen 2 tbh, it's mostly kid directed ik lol. I RLLY KNO ABT DIS!!!! BUT YEAH ITZ BORING AFTER THE FIRST TAMA U HAD

I don't have that tamagotchi hyperfixation I had like I was 12~13 but I am startinf 2 fell in love again with it!!!!!!!!

I PROMISE IMMA TAKE CARE OF HIM PLENTY, CUTIE!!!!

When I wuz scrolling on twt, I never been that cringed out in mah life.... why?

Like... I keep seeinf deh saem profile.... ppl that act like edgy trollface 4chan racist egirl whatever they r ANYWAYS THESE PPL

That's why I hate the cutecore and animecore community cuz mostly of ppl in this community r like big ass gorey ppl who keeps talking abt sh and pedophilia while being racist asf and talk like retards by saying slurz cuz itz so kewl!!!!!!!!!!! ( •̀ ω •́ )/🎀🍀🐾🌈

Like do you think by saying the n word it would fortify you or what?????

Anyways I just don't understand ppl to act like morons on twt.
The worst is that they r like wut,,, 13 yo????? 15 yo????? They r 2 young, way too hella young and it's like rlly bad asf to like gloryfying this behavior, rlly, dem ppl will juss like attract the most horrid person on earth and it's so unfunny and CRINGE like go to school u r 14 😭😭😭😭

And I see from farrrrrrrr to say that I am hypocrite and blah blah blah, except that me, yes, I do like a lot of shit abt 4chan, and I do not hide it, I assume it, cuz like I am litterally on there EVERYTIME, it's not my fault that ppl r degenerate?????? I am on this social media since 12 (IK THIS IS WICKED ASF KEK). I love offensive and dark humor, idgaf, but except of these twt 4chan reddit larper, I have my limits, cuz it's not even humor, they rlly think abt it, THEY R RLLY LIKE THIS 😭😭😭. And yall shoulda know that like contrary to dem, I would NEVER draw a loli sayingf cunny 😭💢!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or like romanticized sh, like I drew characters with sh scars or bleeding scarz cuz like, I had a link with sh, I used to cut myself, now I am free since month so I do not care. But contrary to these mfs, they sexualize it and find it hot like bitch wtf. OH and lets not talk abt their shitty ass edits of anime characters with the black sun and incels/school shooters with glitter and rlly cute music ANYAYWS we understanf that we r talkinf ABT DEM

Its so cringe to watch istg my timeline is fuckjed but anyways I think itz mostly cuz like, ppl do it dor attention cuz HELP?????? Anyways I just wanted to talk abt it lolz

Today, my aunt hairdressed meh. And I got THAT one haircut and mama.... OMG I AM IN LOVE ITZ SO PRETTY!!!!!!!

I started to b rlly obsessed with the Tomodachi series

I started to play Tomodachi Collection and I was surprised

I was rlly surprised.

It looks like a primitive version of Tomodachi Life, but in a positive manner <3

Tbh I spend a lot of hours on it plus it makes me feel good to discover the minigames and all, but it kinda surprised me that they got like ha lack of haircut and mouth, sorry, I didn't have a ds, I have a 3ds, my first ever console >_< that I have at ike 6 kek

But anyways it's okay coz even its more limited than Tomodachi Life kekkkk

Even I was like shocked that ppl that r grown ass can be in a relationship with children????

Nvm thx to ha person that did the English patch xoxo 🩷🩷🩷🩷

Me n my gf broke up.... I mean my ex now.

We broke up in good terms, yes, that's ain't the problem, I think it's better like that, I didn't put my best in the relationship, I was distant 🤷🏾‍♀️

Tbh,,,,, I started to have a lack of feelings for her... It was hardf, I tried but idk, I didn't felt anymore for her.

I prefered that we're still friends and I hope we r never 2gether again cuz it worsened

I think the fact that our relationship deteriorated our friendship... idk.....
I hope she will get better, really. For me, it's okay, I obviously feel bad to breaking up with her like this. She is rlly kind, but yeah. I think it's the best to do, really.

But idk, I didn't feel her a lot, she scared me a bit tbh, like, idk, I got sum moments I was uncomfortable with her.... she got that groupie behavior sometimes.... idk how to explain...... Or maybe it's me cuz since I am rlly shy.... cuz even I have friends and all, I still can't integrate with people, I'm trying my best

I can't rlly trash talk her, she was a really good person and she helped me a lot trough depressive shit, and I thank her with that, geniunely :)

But it's okay!!! I'll try to do more projects, maybe finding myself more on God, praying and shit, and even like,and making contacts w/ ppl cuz yes!

I should now turn the page 🙇🏾‍♀️

Today, I disguised myself in Barbie, and playing the game at the best, I wore some high heels, and uh I fucked up for the first time plus my feet hurt so bad at the end. But it worth it! And weon talk abt my way of walking, I walked like a penguin ALL THE DAY coz it was the first time I wore high heels and my feet hurted so bad it worsenes the situation KEK.

My barbie theme were y2k, my friends themes were, Barbie journalist, Ken, Barbie from ha movie and parisian Barbie!

Yall need 2 know dat deh one who do parisian Barbie got her baguette stolen, anywyas I was tearing up so bad cuz the bruh who did that started to RUN AWAY WITH HA BREAD KEKKKKKKK

Anyways I had like a great day and plus we did a parade, and we had fun! Honestly, we tried our best and it was so funny!!!!

Plus vacations has started, yipee!!!!! 🍀

I am a bit tired so imma get sum rest =>.<=

Plus I got even more time to do whatever so I'll try my best ^_0

ugh, such a shitty deyh... but worse than I tough tho???

So uhm I was in French class, and at the end of the class, we talked abt our future or smth and all this shit, and I have learnt that since the teacher saw my level, it couldn't be possible and I should have a repeat.
I was so ashamed while hearing this, it was so awkward and hurtful... I am not angry toward my teacher but toward myself, even with efforts, I got like awful grades and I would never succeed. Cuz I love to do thing, it's just I can't execute normally. I have some difficulties, esp at focusing. I can't, and nobody can says yeah it cuz it's the phone, it's TikTok or whatever..... I don't have TikTok, I don't watch Instagram's reels cuz I don't like Instagram... It's hard... rlly hard.

I want to talk abt it with my mom but since she comes back at home late, and she is always mad. Idk how to talk abt it with her, so yeah, I feel isolated and sad but it's okay ig.

My earphones got broken.... sound started to b mediocre :(

I am a bit angry, yes... I took some weight

2 kilos, it's too much 😪

I hope I can loose weight fastly coz istg it's torture... I feel fat asf while, I am not, I am like the regular height.

Oh and idk