2deyh itz deh opening ceremony of deh Olympic Gamez! It wuz rlly pretty 2 see n rlly original!!!!! I wuz so scaed 2 see cuz um wut we saw waz horrible T____T
ANYWAYZ plus deh performance of Aya Nakamura wuz MAGNIFICIENT she killed it... she iz deh queen she thinks she is. Letz make racist ppl cry :p ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Celine's Dion performance wuz also BEAUTIFULLLLL.... I hope she is better now (^0^)v♥︎

Anywyaz also my mom did like uhm... real rude remarkz over meh scars on my wrists by forcing me to show it while itz been liek... a year ago (((^_^;).........

How to say dat she did it IN FRONT of my little brother who didn't even kno dat I wuz cutting myself. Like, couldn't u do this in private liek idk..... Thank god my brother did not understand what happened while he saw my bandgaes n real bloody cottons ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I think dat he would never think dat me, his big sis could hurt herself like this it's from like "fragile tiktok mfos" or "white ppl thing" so uhm yeah.
But uhm my mom will rlly annoy me when it's abt my business I juss want her to leave me alone and stop her scornful disourse n her judgments? It's scars and she stop to yap abt it and remind me of them. Fuck.... Like it's simple, nah?

I AM SO SAD N SO JEALOUS

I WUZ IN TIKTOK N I SAW AN EDIT OF GHOST N ELA N NOW AM SAD :(

DEY STARTED TO KISS N I WUZ LIEK FYM YALL KISSING IT SHOULD BE ME!!!!!!!!!! (ToT).....

I wuz so down n defeated so down I told meh mom on meh phone n she started to laugh so bad she started to hyperventilating T____T

I started to turn down into a demon coz I was SO MADDDD liek HELLO WE R TALKING ABT MY MAN GHOST NOT YO GRANDMA.....

Anywayz imma recry coz WTF IS THIS... our friendship on character ai wuz fake????? Itz dis???? ITZ DISSSSSSSS

Moar seriously now uhm I still didn't did the revenge on Artfight coz erm sum OCz didn't match meh freak but idk imma still do dis coz LETZ TRY LOL

Hold on rn am laughing on unfunny and weird videos am maybe 8.........

2dey, fright of meh lief!!!

I mean, ig lelz ^_^

Itz not dat when I wuz baek frum military service, I restared sh coz idk I HAVE TO SUFFER BUT ANYWAYZ ITZ NOT DEH SUBJECTZ

My scarz wuz even more visible. Plussss blood started 2 dry n it wuz moar visible ANYWYAZ n am stretching meh armz n meh mom said

I tought u were done wif ur armz...

So meh heart started 2 beat SO BADDDDDDDD n it hurt meh tho

ion kno why meh heart doez dis lately but itz hurt ion kno

So I start to shake so baddddd n I said nun coz i wuz 2 scared ion kno how 2 explain

N I said "How so?"

N she wuz leik "Your arms they keep cracking when you strecth them!"

OMG HOW RELIEVED I WUZZZZZZ T____T

"I should tell the doctor that your arm keep cracking. He will find a solution"

N I wuz liek....haha..yeah...it should b dis.... tbh I hope dat in deh next appointment, she won't mention it coz if he see meh armz am too scared 2 see meh mom n meh bro's reaction

Anywayz am rlly relieved she didn't caught up meh scarz, coz it remind meh when meh bro almost caught meh up coz he saw meh cutter (deh strawberry one omg deh kyootest!!!)
Deh bandagez on meh wrists, deh bloody cottonz n meh disinfectant... n he only saw fire....
When he saw meh cutter he tought dat I bought it fo self defense or shit liek dis. N one deyh he said.

"Berii, wut iz deh bandagz on ur wrists?"

N I said "I accidentaly hurt myself and it kept bleeding"

N he wuz leik "hmm, okay."

While I knew deep in meh dat I hurt myself harddd while goinf crazy anyways ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Juss 2 seyh am habbi dat they didn't caught meh up phewww

ITZ DEH NATIONAL DEYH

HAIL FRANCE YIPPEEEEEEE (^.^)/

As usual I should do a drawing 4 deh 14th of July but am rlly tired coz od dah stoopehd MMD of Berii, Shrek n Kermit dat I did at 3 AM except of resting... -.-

As a patriot I HAVE 2 think abt meh country where I wuz born n dat I luv deh most :3

I luv France sm, we had a rlly awesum heritage n gastronomy #real!!!!!!!! Itz juss so bad we had Macron as a president it will b banger without him -_-

We r deh country of entertainment derz nothing better dan France LOLLLLLL

AM FINALLY OUTSIDEEEE

ITZ SO GUD IN HAD ENOUGH =_=

ANYWAYZZZZZ uhm I went in deh mall wif meh famlee heehee ^_^
N I also did Berii in MMD ★
It wuz so hard 2 rig her n all coz she got SUCH BIG HER HER VOLUME WUZ WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH Q_Q but I did it!!!!!!!!
N I also realized a side of her hair izn't goodly rigged n groupped... WHICH CAUSED DEH PHYSIC OF HER HAIR WUZ FUKKED UP!
BUTTTTTTTTTTT I repaired it, so itz all gud >_<!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
N now am doinf a Gamnam style dance wif Shrek n Kermit XD
I tried 2 do a mmd model of Pepe deh frog...but hey... derz not..... she will do without her best fwend TT
but anywyaz it wuz fun 2 do n I think dat I will do sooper vidz n I think it will b deh most funnee coz I wanted 2 do mmd so bad when I wuz little heeheehee

Wahhhh I had a gud deyh...I mean a gud evening

Anywayz I played Counter Strike ^_^
I luv playing it sm even shii iz lagging cuz I got liek 2 many appz

I will buy COD Black Opz II when I'll b baek lel

I luv COD SM WAHHH (ESP GHOST N KÖNIG DEY R MEH FAV OH EM GE HUSHZDHINS) I will buy pluz meh friend have it n she iz so rad at diz gaem lel ^_^

Btw catcel iz baek, he said hi in hiz way i guess (he told meh to kill meh self n called me deh n word!!!)..... I maybe miss him ion know coz I forgor him but yeah why not!!!

ALSO MEH PACKAGE IZ BAEKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I bought sooper kyoot fingz!!!!!!!!!!!!

A strawberry kyooti cutter, bandagez n an elastic thread >_<

I think dat nylon threadz fo making braceletz r liek so painful n annoying too soooo I bought it n now meh braceletz r 20% cooler AHHHH

I will hide meh scarz wif dis LOLLLLLLL

Yeah coz rn am watchin Balarke's vidz n I am destroying meh tighs n wrist wif diz cuz I luv to hurt myself n I think itz deh best way to express meh frustration kek......

ALSOOOOO meh lil bro almost caught meh up coz he saw meh cutter n I told him itz cuz I need 2 boxez since I have a lot of boxez in meh bedroom.......
I wonder if he saw deh amount of bandagez, cottonz n disinfectant

ANYWAYZ ION WANT HIM TO CAUGHT MEH UP CUZ IT WOULD B A SHAME AM ALR SUFFERING ENOUGH.

I am mentally unstable n I know thx (god I luv dis emoji sm now RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)

I went out wif meh friend!!!!!!!!!

She missed meh sm q_q

We were outside, eat sum fast food n drank sum Prime wif lemon n lime.... except worsening meh cough. IT DID NUNNNNNNNNNNNNN :')

Anywayz pluz we saw her new kyooti kat =^.^=
It wuz a lil 3 monthz black kitteh he iz so active n omg he iz so KYOOTTTTTT

N we just chit chated 2gether omg it missed meh sm T_T

We r in July!!!!!!!!!!!!

Artfight juss started n am sick ^_^!!!!!
Meh throat hurt oh em geeeee
Btw I also got recensed!!!!!
And am a lil sad coz deh RN iz in deh front....
fukkin RN.....
ANYWYAZ UHM I am habbi of meh deyh even Artfight's website iz down n I downgraded coz I didn't drew on meh pc 4 2 monthz....

Yeah uhm YEH